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  • June10th

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    20110610-012358.jpg Clothes are funny. Winter clothes are maybe funnier (although there are some people in NYC these days giving that theory a run for its money), and any woman who’s ever worn a pair of skinny jeans knows that the things we do to get ourselves into and out of clothes are probably the funniest of all. Last night around the campfire we were talking about evolution, among other things, and so it occurs to me that it seems rather odd to evolve into a vulnerable state of being that requires so much extra protection from the elements. Although in the end, that necessity gave us Carolina Herrera and Coco Chanel, so I suppose I’ll just count my blessings.

    With special thanks to Jen Burry for photographic assistance.

  • June6th

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    It’s a triptych for Day 3! (Almost.)

    First weekend down. I love the way every show is different — the crazy goofs that happen with lines and accidental head-butts and sudden southern drawls that character never had before — but how much the differences also depend on the audience and the energy they bring to the room. The subtle ways an actor learns to gauge the laughs and the bits and how different audiences react to the same moments. On opening night the audience gasped audibly at the surprises; one lady ran a running commentary about events as they happened, as well as a few forecasts of things yet to come. The next night’s crowd was almost inevitably more subdued, but it’s dangerous to judge that as lack of enjoyment. Every group brings something different to the table, whether it be loud laughers or otherwise, and isn’t that why we go to the theater? To truly be a part of the experience, because it’s really never the same show twice.

  • June5th

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    Rhonda is a tough broad. When I started working on the scene for my callback I scoffed, wondering why on earth they would be considering me for the role and telling everyone “I will never play this part!” But they asked for it in the audition, and what could I do but jump in feet first and let ‘er rip?

    Never say never, I guess, because you never know.

  • June4th

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    I’m taking a page from my friend Marc Bovino‘s book here to bring you a photoblog for the run of Maine.

    As we know, Marc is a photographer/graphic designer extraordinaire (see recent album cover and headshot), in addition to being a terrific actor, and last year during the run of Dracula at Actors Theatre of Louisville he did a 31-day photoblog of his character, Renfield. It’s pretty brilliant and highly recommended…

    …and in fact I loved it so much that I wanted to do something similar here. As it turns out, I have four costume changes and not too much downtime (not to mention inferior photographic equipment), but such harmless details can’t keep me down. And so, without further adieu: Fifteen Days of Rhonda.

  • June3rd

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    We open tonight! After a whirlwind two weeks of rehearsal, we’ve been costumed, propped and prepped to open the season at Chenango River Theatre. I’ve had ideas and fits & starts of things to tell you about along the way, but once again I’ve been reminded that one only has so much creative juice at a time – and I’ve had a few other places to put it lately. It’s been a raucous, fun process, not always easy, and I’m grateful to director Chris Clavelli and the rest of this great cast for the room to play and stretch and remember what it takes to tell these stories and speak from the heart.

    Here’s our promo shot for the show (with actor Paul Kelly), as featured this week in the Binghamton Press & Sun-Bulletin.

  • May26th

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    Feeling like summer here in Greene, and we took a little cast field trip to Whitney Point this morning for some sunshine. The boats and the beach don’t open til Saturday, so I suppose we have an excuse to go back (as if we needed one).

    Costume fittings are underway, and it’s back into rehearsal in an hour. Hard to believe we’re just finishing our first pass at these scenes, and a week from now we’ll already be in final dress…

  • May18th

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    That’s what I just said to my friend as I signed off of G-chat for the morning, and I won’t spend too much time here since I’ve got to, you know, actually learn the lines. But since those words haven’t passed my lips for awhile, I’m marking the milestone.

    Getting ready to head up to Chenango River Theatre to start Almost, Maine rehearsals next week… you’ll be hearing more from me when I get there.

    Feels good to be a working actor.

  • May13th

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    I was reminded last week, amidst the bustle of rehearsals for our I Am Jim Thompson reading as well as returning from a weekend away; day job work here in town; and all the other stuff of life, just how important it is to take time off. Not out connecting with friends… off. Not surfing facebook… OFF. How draining it can be to be an actor… to cram into a week the exploration of a character who doesn’t have the happiest of journeys… not to mention a journey for which I’ve got baggage packed and ready to go.

    I’m not sure the body knows the difference between the emotions we experience onstage and those we do in real life (provided, I suppose, that those onstage are more than surface-level). Emotion is chemical, after all, which is one way to explain why we fall into life patterns and relationship patterns: we become addicted, or at least accustomed, to the chemicals we are used to receiving. But who is to explain to those chemicals that on Sunday night I would be having grievous fights with my significant other, but don’t worry, they’re not real?

    It wasn’t until I couldn’t string a sentence together last Saturday morning that I realized I’d pushed it too far, and it wasn’t until that night after a three-hour nap and some QT staring at the wall that I started to come around. Why do we let ourselves get that far out of whack?

    In The Artist’s Way, a wonderful book/process by Julia Cameron that I followed some years ago, she writes of the creative life and ways to work through the obstacles that keep us from being the creative geniuses we’re meant to be. When we create, however we do it, we draw on our inner reserves of energy and flow and genius or whatever you want to call it. We take what we need from what we’ve got stored up, like a well or a bank account, and spend it on what we’re making. But equally important to this process is making deposits back into the account; soaking up some soulful goodness; refilling the proverbial well.

    So I’ve spent this week in recovery mode: getting a massage, working the puzzle, going yarn shopping. I had a few glasses of wine and listened to The Tobolowsky Files. I even let myself get bored.

    Because I figured that if I had gotten so far out of balance the other way, I probably needed more refill time than I originally would have gauged. And I was right — it wasn’t til this morning that I was rarin’ to go, exercising, working on my script, writing this post. So for awhile I may need to let the pendulum swing, until I start to learn what the first warning signs are… all the ones that come before I’m dragging my comatose carcass around.

    How about you: What are your warning signs? How do you refill the well?

  • May4th

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    Help. I seem to be having that age-old actor’s dilemma: how do you play a character you don’t like? Or perhaps more accurately: one you don’t want to be?

    I’m in rehearsals this week for a workshop/reading of I Am Jim Thompson, a new musical based on the true story of an American spy-turned-businessman credited for revitalizing the Thai silk industry. I’ve done this show before, playing a different role — that of the good friend, the trusted confidante who wants to marry the man but knows she never will… but also knows she knows him better than anyone else on earth. The fabulously witty partner in crime, holding court at a party, who may live a life of unrequited love, but that’s probably some of her doing, too. She might have her walls up, but she’s his equal, and more than, and she knows it. And anyway, the audience loves her, and knows it too.

    But now I’m playing the wife, the dutiful wife, the wife he cheats on, the wife he leaves, the wife who never really understands what else he might want in the world. The wife he eventually looks back on, and misses, but never goes back to. The wife the audience might sympathize with; the wife who does get those few fleeting moments of blissful love; but who can’t let go, and eventually, she’s the wife we mostly just feel sorry for.

    She’s the woman I never want to be. The woman who can’t see what’s in front of her face, who only wants to believe in fairytale endings, who won’t loosen her death-grip on her relationship to let some fresh air in before it asphyxiates. Back when I was playing Ms. Fabulous, I completely understood why she was the woman he left.

    But now I have to get into her skin, and I don’t want to, because the real issue is that she’s the woman I once was. I know what it’s like to be cheated on, to want the Perfect Ending so badly I was willing to put up with anything and everything if it meant we would stay together. I know what it’s like to ignore my intuition for months, years, to turn a blind eye to all the signs I didn’t want to see. Because we did have those few fleeting moments of love, didn’t we? But I’ve worked so hard to purge myself of that needy, frightened, Self-less girl that I don’t want to believe there’s anything left in me that knows how to play this role. I see this character in movies and scoff, identifying only with the boyfriend, the husband who wants out. Can’t she see she’s suffocating him? No. She can’t. Not til it’s too late.

    But this is what we sign up for as actors, isn’t it? Not just to be the star of the show, the grand dame, the leading debonair gentleman; but to breathe pathos into the underdog, the misrepresented, the poor bastard stepchildren and overly needy wives, the Edmunds of the world. To put ourselves into shoes we wish didn’t fit us so well. To leave untouched just enough of all the things we don’t like about ourselves, because you never know when you might need them again.

  • March22nd

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    In keeping with the 2011 Theme of Get Up And Do It As Much As Possible, on Sunday night I took my first foray into open mic-land at THE SALON. It’s a welcoming atmosphere full of warm spirits and big talent, and I had a blast singing Mike Pettry‘s “Without a Stitch On” from the album. Check out these pics taken by Steve Herbst (I think I’m close to achieving liftoff in the second).